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I though I had been doing fine since Christmas. No contact. No triggers of her. Nothing. I took the time to examine what was wrong with my marriage, what was it that I was missing in my own marriage. For me, it was far more than just simple sex. I was missing a friend. That's why I wanted my affair to continue. In my heart, that's why I so want to just stay with ~her, my AP, former AP?, whatever it is she is to me right now. I'm still very much confused.
She broke the NC rule. Now the triggers are back. Like a fool, I set up a meeting with her for several days down the road. Yet, she's back to NC. Will this meeting take place?
My mood: very disappointed
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