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I though I had been doing fine since Christmas.  No contact.  No triggers of her.  Nothing.  I took the time to examine what was wrong with my marriage, what was it that I was missing in my own marriage.  For me, it was far more than just simple sex.  I was missing a friend.  That's why I wanted my affair to continue.  In my heart, that's why I so want to just stay with ~her, my AP, former AP?, whatever it is she is to me right now. I'm still very much confused.

She broke the NC rule.  Now the triggers are back.  Like a fool, I set up a meeting with her for several days down the road.  Yet, she's back to NC.  Will this meeting take place?